第 94 章

Will you marry me? "

”芊芊，我已经和父母断绝关系，如今身无分文，无人可依，你可愿意嫁给我为妻？”

I laughed. Yu Yujun, dressed in plain clothes, penniless, with no parents, only a heart full of love for me.

我笑了，布衣玉雨均，身无分文，无父无母，只有一颗爱我的心。

Tears streaming down, I nod, and he embraces me tightly.

我哭着点点头，然后他把我拥入怀中。

Life is an ever-changing journey, where the shifting environment can shape one''s thoughts and fixations. Perhaps people may perceive me as contradictory, absurd, and challenging to understand.

人生变幻莫测，周围环境的变化也会影响一个人的想法和执念。或许世人会觉得我很矛盾、可笑，难以理解。

I had once pushed him away, not just once but numerous times, maintaining a distance of thousands of miles between us, persistently rejecting his advances.

我曾经把他拒于千里之外，并且不止一次，是无数次的拒绝。

However, here I am, unhesitatingly embracing a love resembling a moth drawn to a flame. It''s a love that keeps me on edge, aware that separation could occur at any moment. I question myself, why am I acting so irrationally? I have always considered myself highly rational, yet this decision defies all logic.

但如今，我却毫不犹豫地选择了这个飞蛾扑火的爱情，一个让我时时胆战心惊、随时可能劳燕分飞的爱情。我自问：为什么如此不理智？我本以为自己是一个十分理性的人，但这个决定却出乎意料地不理性。

Despite my experiences and best efforts to be cool-headed and reasonable, it''s possible that I am merely a simple mortal born into the ordinary world, prone to needs and desires.

也许无论我有着怎么样的经历，有着多么理智清晰的头脑，可是我终究还是一个凡人，生于俗世中，就会有欲望和欲念。